InsainI've been in this dark tunnel for far too long.Who would rescue me?No-one.No-one knows where I am.Why should I be saved from nightmares?I am unsalvageable! Unwanted!..........Not needed.Misunderstood.insignificantBroken, beyond repair!I screamed with my burnt lungs but all I am is silence to the world.And all I see as the world fades slowly from reality...All I can understand is insanity!
Chapter 8Maybe I was dreaming? I sighed. That would be a shock of a lifetime if this was a dream! I walked up to the lobby desk, ringed the bell. Nothing, well that was odd. No one was around, maybe I could look behind the desk. Walking around the desk, there laid a woman on the floor!I dropped onto my knees next to her, shaking her shoulders. Next few seconds was a blurr. I was pinned to the floor and all I saw were red eyes. Hair black as space, nails sharp as claws, and eyes red as blood. Wow that sounded like a fairy tale poem! Struggling, I glared at this woman."Who are you?!?" spoke in a demonic voice.Huh? She wasn't human? Dandy. I pointed at my drawing bag and she grabbed it. Eyeing me, she checked the bag and then gave it to me. I took out my notebook out along with a pencil."The name" I wrote "is Mata, yours?"The she-somthing read it and then looked at me in the eye. Man does she do it a lot!"i am called" whispered the lady "....I really can't remember at all!"
ShineIt's hard to be like you.You're beautiful and wild.You are spontaneous and outgoing.I know you will be famous someday.You are a natural star.Everyone already loves you.If you are light, I am darkness.I want to be like you,But you make it so hard for me.I know we are different.You are all things fun and exciting,And I am shy and quiet.Soft and serious. Reserved.I read and you love to dance.How can I compare?You're a charmer.You are charismatic, an enigma.People want to be near you.You draw them into your light,And you're always in the center.Hell, you are the center.You're living your dreams.You want to be an actress.You love it when people watch you,Just like I have my whole life.You are a bright white light.And I am the little girl that tries to catch you,But can't even come close.Of course you try and wait for me,But when you see a new opportunity,You take your light and run even faster,Leaving me in the darkness.You run faster when no one is chasing y